EMBRACING LOVE

It's interesting how you can be doing "the work" for what feels like centuries...and continue to fall back to your childhood baseline; Abandonment, the “Im not good enough” story, afraid to be vulnerable ( which keeps love away), Isolation, etc.

 I grew up as on only child, alone a lot, with my own thoughts, my own emotions to work through, and somewhere along the line I picked up that I was definitely ALONE, which led me to look outside of myself for comfort & love. I went through a stage where I drank a lot of alcohol, it was a weekend thing, since I worked a full time job, while my peers went to collage; I tried to go to collage but had rent and bills to pay at 18 when I moved out, so getting my Real Estate license and making money seemed like the sensible thing to do. Anyways… yeah so I would work all week, go party it up all weekend and then be back at work Monday morning at 8:00 a.m. I turned to food at one point, while playing house living with my highschool boyfriend, and gained SO MUCH WEIGHT, that when I saw my cousins ( which in my eyes looked like living “the life” skinny and pretty) I had so much SHAME!! Of course I attracted romantic relationships that mirrored this lack of self esteem, and well thats a WHOLE other BOOK!! haha!

Let me tell you … its been quite the road back HOME, home meaning to ME! Loving myself, appreciating myself, respecting myself, taking care of myself, having a voice and remaining in my body and in my power! Im still alone, but im not lonely or looking elsewhere for comfort or love or validation! I have my voice, I walk the walk of trust with more stability and I continue to do “the work” which I believe is priceless!

I have found what lights my soul up, and Im at a place where I can share what I have learned with others! … If you would like to work with me; feel free to book a discovery call~ Id love to support you!

xo

Jenna